{"id":302118,"date":"1990-01-01T00:00:47","date_gmt":"1989-12-31T23:00:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/dbnl\/eva-gerlach-3\/"},"modified":"2021-06-04T15:38:58","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T14:38:58","slug":"eva-gerlach-3","status":"publish","type":"dbnl","link":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/en\/dbnl\/eva-gerlach-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Eva Gerlach"},"content":{"rendered":"
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De zon en alles<\/h4>\r\n\r\n
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Iemand paste slecht op wat van mij was.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Gooide met mijn koffertje, scheurde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn boeken, verloor mijn jas.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Steeds meer wilde zij lenen en ik gaf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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haar alles tot ik niets meer over had<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in de verwachting dat het dan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wel goed zou komen, dat zij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rijk geworden voor mij zorgen zou<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ik zou niets meer doen en alles zou<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vanzelf gaan. Maar het gebeurde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zoals je denkt, zij ging weg met de zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en alles bij zich, alleen mij had zij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet meegenomen. Aan het eind begon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het in die droom pas duidelijk<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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te zijn wie wie was, ik lichter dan ik.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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De dorpelen en de gesloten vensters<\/h4>\r\n\r\n
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Want dat ik van je heb gehouden, dat staat vast.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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De rest niet – of je bestond<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en als, wat dan voor kleur ogen, de ene keer groen,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan weer grijs, eens schoot er een zwerm<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zwaluwen uit omhoog. Wat voor. Van die snelle,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die niet kunnen lopen, vrijen gebeurt in de lucht.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hoe ging het. Je werd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ziek of zo, meegenomen, er was veel te doen,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik kreeg geloof ik een nieuw kind en vergat je<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tot ik je hoorde vannacht, onmogelijk uur,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kom het is tijd. Laat alles achter, kom buiten,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wacht op je bij het hek.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Maar toen ik daar stond, de grendel<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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was los, het sloeg in de wind<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tegen de balk en ik maakte het vast en liep terug,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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denkend aan je, dat je daar godweet echt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hebt gestaan, het hek losgedaan,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat ik van je gehouden heb en dat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het hout niet goed in de scharnieren zat.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n\r\n
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De huizen klein en wit naast elkaar in het donker.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Deuren en ramen zwart. Binnen scheen licht,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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daar werd muziek gemaakt, je hoorde verzen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik stond op een muurtje,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kauwde op een tak zuring.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Mijn armen werkten niet (ik lag erop,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat kon ik daar niet weten) anders had<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik alles zeker al was het<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met een stokje in de aarde opgeschreven.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Stond wat en keek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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naar de huiselijke patronen die de sterren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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lukraak stralend uit hun zeer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dichte materie op mijn kussen legden.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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Over dit hoofdstuk\/artikel<\/h3>\n

Eva Gerlach<\/a><\/p>\n
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