{"id":303172,"date":"1998-01-01T00:00:41","date_gmt":"1997-12-31T23:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/dbnl\/antjie-kroggedichten\/"},"modified":"2021-06-04T18:26:32","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T17:26:32","slug":"antjie-kroggedichten","status":"publish","type":"dbnl","link":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/en\/dbnl\/antjie-kroggedichten\/","title":{"rendered":"Antjie Krog\r\nGedichten"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Een een-dimensioneel lied voor de Noord-vrijstaat, meer specifiek middenspruit<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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allerliefste lenteloze hartstaat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar ma\u00efskolven kraken als sterren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en vossebaarden puren in de maan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar zonnebloemlanden zakdoeken spreiden in de leegten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar wolken tuimelen als paarden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de zon ‘s avonds pauwenveren schiet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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over de heuvels broeds en vet en fijnveergroen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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elk boerenwaterbekken gewindpompt wordt met wilgen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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knetteren ‘s avonds laatste vonken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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door reigerstille wateren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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allerliefste lenteloze hartstaat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar treinen met varens van rook<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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elke winter g’lijk-g’lijk kloeken over<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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roodgras gevlekt als mussenvleugels<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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over onkruid en boesmanpijl als blauwsteen als parelhoen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rietbruin zandrotsbruin klipdasbruin winterbruin<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en in de draslanden witte leghornpollen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar patrijzen met schemertijd vetkoek rollen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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elke winterochtend apart en scherp knarst als naalden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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helder knalt een wilgenzweep de rijp<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in de verte kringelt de rook van mestvuren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de herfstwei net in populieren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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-zacht zo zacht tussen draden kleppert elektriciteit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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o allerliefste vlakten van mijn hart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar het knipmes van de winter<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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zich volledig stort<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in het groene oogstjaar van de zomer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zoveel jaren probeer ik al om met je te breken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om de vlakten met iets anders te bevruchten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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maar elk seizoen kom ik terug om je steeds opnieuw te tekenen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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want kom ik om zo kom ik om<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en zelfs in het Boland en in het Bosveld<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kan jouw gras maandenlang in mijn ogen bloeien.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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waarheid trapt nooit in de valstrik van taal<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik moet mijzelf te buiten komen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dagelijks vernietigt sleur de smeu\u00efge verveling<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waarin mijn verbeelding zo zorgenvrij wroet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat mijn ledematen er jachtig van worden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en zoals sommige anderen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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verlaat ik het daglicht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ga ondergronds<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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grijp in het ongegronde donker grondelings rond<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om mijn stem te vinden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en het schrijven vindt plaats in zelfgevecht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bovengronds<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wacht de man die garant staat voor vrijlating<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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‘s Zondags beklimt hij Leeuwkop*<\/span><\/a>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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namiddaglicht sloept stil tussen rots<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat niet is, is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ruimte is al wat er is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het maakt in tijd niet uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om ondergronds over hem te schrijven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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terwijl bovengronds zijn handen mij naspeuren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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het maakt in ruimte niet uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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of ik bij hem ben of niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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of ik al jaren bij hem ben of nu net<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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want ruimte op zichzelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en tijd op zichzelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kwijnen altijd tot geringe voormalige schaduwen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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slechts een eenheid tussen ruimte en tijd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de aarde kreunt in de kleur van roest<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de zon sputtert een bros blauw vuur<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de wijngaarden pleiten tegen de hellingen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een verorberende groene eed<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat niets te niet zal gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onder de stijf gespannen winddoorwaaide lucht hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op maan verlichte nachten kun je horen hoe de hoeven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tegen de rotsen sterren maken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik word elders wakker met een mond vol lieve woorden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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jij bent mijn hartverstikke steun en toeverlaat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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uit de steilte vallen twee autootjes ons voorbij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de eetkamer biedt toegang tot een binnenplaats van rots<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar druiven in de middagzon rozijnen worden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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jij viert je 45e verjaardag met een hele inktvis<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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‘s nachts slapen we met de luiken open<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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naar het geluid van de fontein<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de kerkklok die overdag blindelings over korenvelden blaakt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onder een dak van platanen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op de markt kopen we een bakje gebraden duifjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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proven\u00e7aalse vijgen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een tapenade met basilicum trossen tomaten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en olijven gepekeld in rozemarijn<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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drinken we wijn als water<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en eten zachte geitekaas en pruimen toe<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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de lucht ruikt naar druiven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan naar wijn<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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langs de weg ranken bramen en wilde rode roosjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en massa’s massa’s besjes en bijen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik was wasgoed in een bad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik ben bovengronds<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die ochtend loop ik flink van bekken en met vaste kuiten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ineens bedwelmd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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door de geur van vijgeboom<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en zeep en zon en klip<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de zandige bladeren en de navrante koperen geur van vijgen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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evenals anderen behoor ik aan de aarde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de liefde flikflooit in verschillende gedaanten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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soms jij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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soms zij en hij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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soms ik<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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soms zij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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soms mij en mezelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ondergronds is voor iedereen plaats<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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schaduwen van middelbare leeftijd van elkaar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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totdat jij uit de ronde groene stoel opstaat en zegt:<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik heb er genoeg van<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en je je tas pakt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en het donker wordt rondom<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ik naar boven klauw naar licht niet doen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van val tot val geeft het niks<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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maar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het licht likt je gezicht schoon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zilver in de tippen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en je ogen geven ervan weg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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het is een ochtend gemaakt om in dood te gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in mijn klamme nek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onder de eucalyptusbomen klappertand ik duizelig<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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naar je ketterse bek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je eet alsof je feestviert<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ik schrik van mijn honger naar je geplette enkels<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de aarde is warm van kleine kikkertjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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man<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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welige tong<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van wellust heult mijn hart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hou mij vast<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zo<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rits mijn roestblauwe romp tot dij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geil trilt mijn lijf met stembanden uit tegen je borst<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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man die mij vasthoudt alsof hij moer omsluit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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drachtig ben ik van jou<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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smulpaap van mijn uitgang en mijn ingang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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smak mijn gezwollen oorholten schoon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn buik vult zich in het stilste herfstlicht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rondom staan de bomen in lichterlaaie<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je weidt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en beweidt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onze bekkens slaan als hoorns tegen elkaar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je billen knokkelwit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je smeert naar buiten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je smijt bij mij naar binnen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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man massale man<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om wie ik inkom<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die in mijn nek naar god en dieren roept<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als ik bij zinnen raak<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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heb ik uit je wang een winkelhaak bloed gebeten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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en plotseling was er die herfst<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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helder<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ongedeerd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bladeren filteren als kolen uit de brandende bomen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om je schouders zakt de ondergaande zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zul je je ogen voor mij openmaken als een hart?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zul je haar innemen deze ongelegen ondankbare late liefde?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ruimte durven we ons niet eigenen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ruimte kunnen we ook niet laten gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tijd tunnelt veel te diep<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik zoek op de wind een stem naar je toe<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn leven ligt als rots<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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we kunnen tijd niet achterlaten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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we kunnen tijd niet eigenen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kou bijt op uit het gras<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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achter mijn sjaal zeg ik je naam je naam<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de wind snijdt sneeuw<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je bent nooit uit mijn gedachten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zo zeldzaam mooi gezet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles voelt voleindigd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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aan alles heb jij huid gegeven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zaad dat sijpelt tot zomer en zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn leven glijdt in het jouwe<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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want zwaar was het nooit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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jouw lichaam is glans<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en overal komt die je tegen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik ken je beter dan valstrik of tafzijde of touw<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoe ver<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoe telkenmale verder<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan wat het warm en helder is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoe ongrijpbaar ver<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik kon je niet afleren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als je maar vaster kon vasthouden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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over wat voor landschap ik mijn ogen ook laat gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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er wordt een deur opengedaan naar behaaglijke zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als ik je zie – het winterlandschap van salpeter<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en koriander en kaalvertakte bomen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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is er alleen maar om jou te bekoren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de omhelzing stopt altijd abrupt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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o, vermoei me niet met andere namen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles wordt wijngaard<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles wordt wars<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles verdriet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de lucht waait bloed<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de wolken zijn winters en rafelig dun<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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grijp me, hou mijn hart,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik kom van jou nooit los<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wens je hier je hand voor altijd schuin gedraaid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in warm winterweefsel tegen mijn wang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik ga de kou in – alleen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met de dunne blauwe lijn van bergen in de verten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het is allemaal voorbij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van jou vandaan ben ik teruggegaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en heb ik een vergeefs landschap bewoond<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het woord hartstocht ligt ‘s ochtends wit op gras<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het wordt een ritueel dit terugrijden ‘s nachts<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoe oneindig verstoorbaar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van ergens na een ernstig gesprek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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toont mijn hart dat ze jou nooit kan ontberen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met ik die soms huil<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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laat mij roepen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je knokkels wit om het stuur<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de straatlichten vlekken om je uitgezakte wangen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in dit uur waarop je het niet langer kunt verdragen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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het kan me niets meer schelen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles breekt los<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat ben ik hier kwijtgeraakt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat zoek ik hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op deze plek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar ik altijd afwezig ben<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik smoor het moment in mijn hand<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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jij sluit je ogen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en blaast je adem langzaam uit.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik heb mijn hart opgegeven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik leef alleen nog<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in mijn nagels<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar slaapt mijn liefde mijn liefde vannacht?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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intussen is het winter geworden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik droom jou te gronde in het geraamte van mijn hart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geruggesteund en plotseling paraat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bundel ik jou voetstoots ondergronds<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je ogen verbruinen als laatste<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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voor ik de herinnering dichtklap<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn hart blaast haar laatste adem uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de dood treedt in<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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nooit heb ik zo liefgehad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan op het moment waarop ik hem verliet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je ogen verweerd tot een dunne omlijsting tranen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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terwijl grijsgestreept en gehuld in avondbloem je paardestaart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ruist in mijn hand<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik mis je<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het is de zoveelste dag<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en het woord is treuren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar slaapt mijn liefde vannacht?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
[p. 370]<\/div>
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ik loop langs vreemde straten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in een vreemd land<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tunnels versgemaaide zomers<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn handen diep<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in mijn marineblauwe jasje met de brede revers<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn lichaam zal het me nooit vergeven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat heb ik over?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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god wat doe je op deze ochtend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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sta je verloren in onze witte keuken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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schor naast de laatste rozen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wil je gezicht afschillen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en je tong als een banaan uit je mond bijten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wil totaal in je te gronde gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het seizoen stort brandend op mij in<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de bomen zijn zo levendig hier in den vreemde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en je ogen drijven in overdreven licht op mij toe<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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samen met jou zijn lieflijkheid en sluimer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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fundamenteler dan verraad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de aarde steigert zacht aan onze voeten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik raak in deze versvoetige ruimte<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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aan niets meer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alsof het van mij is geweest<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar slaap je vannacht?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik draag de dood<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in duizend klovende gedaanten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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drummelend en droef<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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draag ik de dood<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij klampt zijn mond aan mijn hart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij drinkt steunend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoe wars lokt het licht op mijn huid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
[p. 371]<\/div>
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die weet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik draag de dood<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij lijkt op mezelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn maag spoelt er zwart van<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een buidel inkt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de dood klapt zijn kleppen in mijn taal<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ja, de onverdroten degelijke dood<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik vraag mezelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar ben ik dan?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier of daar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in of uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op of af<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en wat doe ik intussen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zo tussen in<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wacht de helft van mijzelf steeds op mijzelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zonder dat ik het weet?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik ken die helften niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wil terug naar de plaatsen waar ik mijzelf heb gemaakt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik zoek een plek die zich niet op kaart transcribeert<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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iets in mij is opgegroeid om jou te vinden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en op dat moment is pijn klank geworden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die van toen af duurt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tot nu toe en als een schaduw krult in je oor<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ga niet weg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het had gekund<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet begeren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet afweren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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leer vergeten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een andere huid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je had het kunnen doen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als de aarde met zichzelf praat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wil alles vleugels hebben<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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altijd altijd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
[p. 372]<\/div>
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de tunnel wordt opengegraven naar het licht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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blind blus ik de zon met zachte poten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en hoor jouw blijzinnige bijziende lach: je bent hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je bent hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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gehavend houden we elkaar vast<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik kan de aarde niet zonder jou<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je slaapt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je bent in mij komen slapen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en jouw slaap houdt alles vast<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je zinkt nooit meer uit mij weg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je zou het kunnen doen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn adem binnentreden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met je benige mond<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onverdraagbare hoogzomersprieten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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falanxen van groen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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doordrenkt met zoveel sterfelijkheid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat alles van vergangelijkheid huilt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in de borst brandend bos<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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door de zandloper glipt alles<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als jij je lenige gewricht draait<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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naar de weerloze pols<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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smijt ik onze ogen als kolen naar buiten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kijk<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het veld vergaat nimmermeer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het zingt zoet onder wolkentochten uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een hagelwitte stameling van onderbuiks gloeien<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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gouden roereieren bakken in de ondergaande zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar hij sacramenteel zakt – de zon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zakt voor ons<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zoals na ons<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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ik raak je middelste knokkel luchtig aan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wevervogels steigeren uit het gras<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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korhoenders tjirren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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langs beekjes dommelen rivierwilgen de edelsteentjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van rood en geelvinken in lichte samenhang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van ver voert het veld een zilverdun web van goudsbloem<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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degene voor ons en degene na ons<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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duiven koeterend tot eeuwigheid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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voorbij de kneuzingen halen we voorzichtig adem<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en achteraan keft de dood<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de dood blijft haperend aan onze hakken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alles is doortrokken van onbezonnen sterfelijkheid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ook je hand die los als schaafsel op de houten tafel krult<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik zou je willen laten zien<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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(ik ben zonder stem maar bij jou)<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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fluisterend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier slaap jij vannacht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op het erf: maanlichtbeduimeld met ruigten van dauw<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de boomgaard boordevol geur<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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glimmende granaten perziken donkere vijgemelk<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je ogen kleven aan mijn vingers<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kijk<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kijk hoe zwijmelen de krekels mugjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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nachtvlinders kleverig als baard<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de maan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de maan soldeert onverdroten een sterrendreun over het erf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en het erf gaat te niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoor je me<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ook ik<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en ook jij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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maar deze aarde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier stuivend adembenemend blauw tafereel van het hogeveld<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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raak me aan met nieuwerwetse tederheid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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want ik wil duren om de aarde in het oog te houden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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langer intenser<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan een heel mals hoogzomer-middernachtsuur<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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raak me aan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vannacht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn ontbindende wang met jouw vingerpuntspriet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n

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Over het gehele werk<\/h3>\n

Tirade<\/a><\/p>\n

Over dit hoofdstuk\/artikel<\/h3>\n

Antjie Krog<\/a><\/p>\n

Robert Dorsman<\/a><\/p>\n
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