{"id":304453,"date":"2009-01-01T00:01:06","date_gmt":"2008-12-31T23:01:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/dbnl\/jan-baekeblessures-3\/"},"modified":"2021-06-04T18:52:51","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T17:52:51","slug":"jan-baekeblessures-3","status":"publish","type":"dbnl","link":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/en\/dbnl\/jan-baekeblessures-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan Baeke\r\n\r\nBlessures"},"content":{"rendered":"
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wat je had gedaan, waar je familie<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je van doordrongen had<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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was dit misschien het antwoord.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Het hoefde niet begrijpelijk (er waren tabellen voor)<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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maar de grijze nauwelijks zichtbare lucht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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was te klein, te benauwd om door te praten.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Valt er van die mist iets te maken dat bestaat?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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\u2018Ze hebben me gevraagd de hele familie uit te leggen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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maar ik bleef steken bij de zenuwen van mijn vader<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de scherpe nagels van mijn moeder<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoofden die geen lucht nodig hadden.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik werd niet geloofd om mijn gewicht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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of om mijn kapotte vingers.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik had de leeftijd waarop boeken tegen werken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en de televisie niets verduidelijkt.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Kon de vrolijke drukte mij helpen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het zoveel zachtere humeur na het ongeval?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Is het sindsdien dat mijn hoofd op de muur wil schrijven?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Zoveel bloed en koorts verlangen ze niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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maar ik heb alleen mijn lichaam<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om iets uit te leggen.\u2019<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ook de grootste.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ze verplaatst haar fiets zo dat de zon haar nooit betrappen zal<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op omgang met ademloze voorbijgangers.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Plastic bekers zijn een goede verdediging.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Plastic zakken missen talent en ziel en geen kan haar ter zijde staan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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haar zacht in slaap wiegen en sussen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en fluisteren zodat geluid niet langer nodig is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om het grasveld dat haar stem bestrijkt tot rust te manen:<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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\u2018Overal is namelijk onrust en opgehitst<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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door kantoormannen in groepjes en vrouwen met boodschappen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die zo kijken en niet kijken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in mijn mond willen zwijgen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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pas op de bekers en de kindjes<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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blijf af.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Er is een heel mooi poppetje waarmee niets aan de hand is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat ik niet vast mag houden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat slaat en joelt zodra het haar raakt die wil lachen en sussen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Rust is verjaagd en er zijn nog meer bekers nodig<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zoals van die mooie milkshake en cappuccino om mee te nemen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet het poppetje<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Geen keus hadden we.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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De kinderen moesten bloemen zien.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hoe konden ze anders leren wat kleur was?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Alleen de fascisten hadden boeketten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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of de joden, de christenen, de mohammedanen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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weet ik veel.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ouders hebben het niet overleefd.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Wij verkochten dubbele organen, ongewassen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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seks en zweepslagen, het uitdrukken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van sigaretten op een zachtroze huid.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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fluiten en straatwaarde roepen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hij kon de huisbaas zijn, de baas zonder meer.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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De artsen sympathiseerden met ons<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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allemaal pati\u00ebnten, zeiden zij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een spuitje, een kompres, veel pillen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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We ploegden de botten opnieuw naar boven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zaaiden wintertarwe, oogsten brood en fruit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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baden anderen, dreigende zangkoren, dood.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Er zijn geen fascisten meer.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Zijn er ook geen bloemen meer?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Er zijn bussen, de wegen zijn geruimd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kinderen die opschriften lezen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vluchten niet.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n\r\n
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Het is bijna niet te zien<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat de puree vlees geworden is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat vrolijkheid van bloemkool afstamt.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Bloemen staan tevreden in hun schoongewassen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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stijve tijd, pijn loopt voor de ramen langs<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met hondjes en een volle tas.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n\r\n
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Het is een goede gedachte af te rekenen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in hard zwetende zal ik even liefje, mokkel, hoer.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Waar zijn hun vaders en zonen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waar hun hand op het hart?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Er gaat geen trots geen stilte meer om.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Er is geen weg terug, zegt mijn vader<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als ik aan hem denk<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als een vader die ik zou willen spreken.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Moeten wij elkaar niet leren?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik wil geloven dat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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we samen een verhaal inslaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat we onze tranen in de inkt laten vallen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en zien alsof het net geschreven is zo waar.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Bij iedere laatste adem komt de wereld dichterbij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die helpt de wereld te verlaten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zelfs in mij rokend en dansend slaapt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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mijn vader opgetogen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en zorgelijk.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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Ik kan hem volgen, bereiken.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hij staat daar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hij heeft een grote uitgestoken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rondzwervende hand.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Net als hij werd worden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de resten verbranden, danken, rust nemen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het bloed uit de kleren wassen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Zo snel mogelijk de andere huizen uitroeien<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met eigen lichaam.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n\r\n
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Het is de zomer niet en niet het weer.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Nieuws en krant beweren dat vet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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eten en drukke muziek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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slagkracht uit de skeletten slopen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Een chemische reactie, afbraak<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die als wetten woekert en tenslotte<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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snijdt. De politiek doet weer eens niets.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Wat ze zeggen loopt langs alle kanten weg.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Geen plek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geen rust, zelfs in voor tv genoten sporten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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scheuren krachtige families.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Kan ons redden die tot schoonheid bekeerde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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formule? Raakt iemand de bal nog wel eens<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als het moet?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik roep steeds harder om dit laatste hoekje<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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te verwarmen, maar het wordt niet makkelijk.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Helikopters boven de velden, kinderen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet langer goed in hun hoofd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoofd kwijt en niets aan te wijzen meer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat blijft staan en als een kacheltje werkt.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Trek iets open. Zet het vuur aan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onder overtollig vet. Kom eens huilen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bij een goed lied om het beter te maken.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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