{"id":304591,"date":"2010-01-01T00:01:13","date_gmt":"2009-12-31T23:01:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/dbnl\/d-hooijergedichten\/"},"modified":"2021-06-04T18:56:21","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T17:56:21","slug":"d-hooijergedichten","status":"publish","type":"dbnl","link":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/en\/dbnl\/d-hooijergedichten\/","title":{"rendered":"D. Hooijer\r\n\r\nGedichten"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Bij heldere nachten zonder maan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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komt Berend de caravan uit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij ondergraaft dat de knal klopt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en stof eens sneller is geweest<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dan het zeker zo sloom reizend licht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hem is teruggeschreven, de brief<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de buitenkant al, en binnen ijskoud<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zodat hij slapeloos van razernij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rekent en zijn mening niet herziet.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Geen angst voor de diepe lucht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en voor de rat aan zijn voeten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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wat hem stoort is de eenzame prater<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die ‘s nachts om hem heen hangt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zo? eet de eenzame elke dag oesters<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Berend krijgt misschien wel zeesterren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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binnen, hij eet uit blik met een lepel<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zijn gelijk zou hij willen eten.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Hij gaat met zijn kar verderop staan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geen schijn geen lichtkier van de stad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ze sluipen hier, als hij iets had bezeten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zou hij al drie keer bestolen zijn<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Berend schrijft: waarde collega<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik ben geloof ik wanhopig maar ik ken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niemand met wie ik mij vergelijken kan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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weldegelijk verstuurt hij die brief.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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Mooi was ik nooit en hard werken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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is mijn devies, ik verzorg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een dame mevrouw is haar naam<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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we zijn in godsnaam naar zee gegaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier moet haar huid genezen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als ik in het stikdonker dat water haal<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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komt het dreunen van alle kanten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik hoor aan het lichte geluid<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van het schuim waar de zee begint<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik schep maar wat, dit moet het zijn<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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haar huid bekoelde, genas vannacht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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word ik ontslagen? hoe moet ik<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat vluchtig wuiven zien als ze<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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op jacht gaat naar iets diepuitgesnedens.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Dus op naar de duinen vandaag<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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er lopen er meer, verplegers zeg maar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik minder mooie moet afwachten<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik kan nog prachtig: lopen, staan,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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luisteren kan ik heel mooi<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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duinen zijn geurig maar de beste geur<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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is de stank van de bunker, oud zeezand<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met nieuwe urine, goddelijk mengsel.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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De man die ik vang zocht een ander<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een oude baardman ik ben toeval<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij wil een vader, een moeder, een mens,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een man, dat is niet moeilijk voor mij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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kom, dat is gewoon liefde<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij is jaloers op de lelijken<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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als ze met hun familie op het strand<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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lachen en de vliegers aanwijzen en<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met ijs in de hand de zee in gaan<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat beloof ik hem, ijs, lachen,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vliegers aan wij zen maar eerst<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vallen we elkaar in de armen of<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij lelijk, ik mooi naar het strand gaan.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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Berend is naar de camping teruggekeerd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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er staat brief voor hem klaar hij verbleekt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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om die koele buitenkant alweer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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binnenin straalt het woord: Invitation<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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nooit zal het glorieuzer worden, nooit<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zal er hierna iets mooiers gebeuren.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Ik reis in een taxi ‘s nachts<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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over de lege wegen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoor ik de chauffeurs<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hun ontroostbare lach?<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik lees de kaart<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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verzwijg dat de wind krimpt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bij zonsopgang iriserend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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naakt, in gezelschap<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hij wacht heel zichtbaar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met een tic van de nek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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eens in de twintig tellen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik doe hem na<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zodat ik aan hem wen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van mensenogen heeft hij<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een koele huid gekregen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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huid of zijn bloed nooit kookt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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het leven is voor hem<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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boten bezitten en varen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met zijn gelaarsde vrienden<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vechten of wind een mens is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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iemand buiten om het huis<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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huilt en schudt haar haren<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik leef zo makkelijk,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik draag de dijen zo anders<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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verf mijn haren levenslang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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even ver ga ik weer weg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in mijn zachte taxi<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geen pijn maar wrevelig<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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let ik op het bericht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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voor nacht en ochtend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de chauffeur zingt weer<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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over een brandend hart.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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In het water kijk ik of ik zie hoe<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een geest of iets aan mijn nek schudt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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telkens telkens zie ik de tique niet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de zwarte die ‘s nachts werkt<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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heeft haar ogen in mijn nek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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altijd vrouwen, ik ken elke haar<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van de soort die mij moet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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haar nacht krijg ik en haar trui<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dicht die gordijnen, ze is niet bang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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nooit in dienst al wilde ik<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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rats en kuch maak ik op de boot<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een moordwind vandaag<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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niet zij, de drank mag mee<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik lijd aan kwade schaamte<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat ik om een vrouw<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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geen man voor zijn bek sla<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hoofdpijn van trots dat aan boord<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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een vriend zowaar met mij vocht<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onze liederen maken zichzelf<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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onze messen tikken de maat<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik leef niet ik slijt niet, als mijn<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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ik wil wat me bezielt, grijpen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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met een mes wegsnijden.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n\r\n
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voor een rustige man, wie weet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier twijfelt hij aan goed en kwaad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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en meer waarvan ik weinig weet<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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lacht als ik iets eet wat even bewoog<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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later lig ik op een bed ondersteboven<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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staat daarom hierna de kamer linksom<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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los van geluk keer ik naar de<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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speelzaal en win mijn schulden bijeen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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omdat ik zijn wantrouwen heb toegepast<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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twijfelen, kan een man als ik<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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aan zoiets beginnen.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>
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