{"id":304613,"date":"2010-01-01T00:01:31","date_gmt":"2009-12-31T23:01:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/dbnl\/eva-gerlachgedichten-4\/"},"modified":"2021-06-04T18:56:38","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T17:56:38","slug":"eva-gerlachgedichten-4","status":"publish","type":"dbnl","link":"https:\/\/www.vanoorschot.nl\/en\/dbnl\/eva-gerlachgedichten-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Eva Gerlach\r\n\r\nGedichten"},"content":{"rendered":"
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de opgeloste koers, lekken van weg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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door eelt, het wrijven tussen dood en slaap,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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de stap gehangen aan de hiel, de zweepslag<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waaruit je valt, de lucht die dolgedraaid,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je blaren stukgelikt, tong op je schoenen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vol vlammen. Iets graaft in je hoe je moet.\u2019<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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Ik dacht dat tussen beide<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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oppervlakken in ik iedereen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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die ik ben kwijtgeraakt halsbrekend kon<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zien balanceren tussen op en onder<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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alsof er nog iets zou veranderen, bloed<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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terug zou komen als ik diep genoeg<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zou snijden in de polsen van de tijd<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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druppel voor druppel jij en jij en jij.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Het ven lag op het andere van dichtbij.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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schiet vis. Verwachting, zei je, honger,<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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balans, dolksnavel, alles wat ik mis.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Solide in je diepte, handen tussen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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opgetrokken knie\u00ebn, blind, blauwblauw.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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Kon ik jagen, kon ik je omhoog-<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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bijten, holbot in je steken, luchtzak – echt:<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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tijd voor uitbraak, met een handklap<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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blaas ik wiekslag, veren heb je<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier, een eeuwigheid een voetafzet.<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n<\/div>\r\n
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Iemand achter je zet zijn zolen zo<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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in je sporen tegelijk met die<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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van jou dat je hem als hij geen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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massa had niet zou horen maar hij heeft<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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gewicht, het kraakt als hij beweegt, het is<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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duidelijk dat hij leeft. Waarom dan hier<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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vlak achter je, zijn adem in je nek<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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(nu hij je opvult) omdat door je mond<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zijn lucht ontsnapt – hij heeft precies<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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je schoenmaat, voetgebrek, je scheve gang<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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zoals hij struikelt, door hetzelfde blad<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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waadt als jij, aan dezelfde doorns blijft hangen<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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hier in de onherhaalbare eeuwige ochtend<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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dat ik niks merk, gewoon maar kijk en luister<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n\r\n
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